Too much hurt left for me to move forward. I’m packing my things and starting over.
If I could go back, I’d cease my life like I had planned before you saved me.
we changed. Like every season I watched change with you by my side.
and closure seems like a prayer that couldn’t be answered this time.
And even in my darkest, The brightness comes through to remind me.
To remind me of you, And all I put you through. It was all a mistake. Every problem and implication I ever made. Will be right here to haunt me.
And I wake every morning with some twisted thought that you might be with me again. We can all dream.
spoken sharp as swords, I’m dying. All I have left is to keep trying.
If I told you I wasn’t aware of what I did I’d be lying.
Now it keeps me up at night crying.
Complacency has been eating at the best of me.
And now I’m left to think of what it could have been.
There wasn’t a night I’ve fell asleep since, that I haven’t wished I could do it all different. But my hands tend to break any good thing that has ever happened to me. So now all I’m left with is misery. And misery loves bringing up my memories, So i’m no longer pretending. I hurt beyond feeling.